Wednesday, December 25, 2013

So, christmas this year's been badass... Im about 330 bucks richer... Spent some quality time with my family... Learning some badass lessons.

So for new years resolutions.. Im usually the most robust when it comes to this kind of thing.

Ive noticed over and over at random times, my Ego has got in the way of my friendships and relationships.

If they dont treat my how i want, i delete em from my phone, from facebook... Usually say some fucked up shit.

Its why im not talking to over a handfull of my ex bestfriends. Its gotten in the way of forming a lot of new relationships... Its crazy. I know how to make great relationships and friendships but i can be so good at it that sometimes i let it go to my head and gain a "i am god" mentality.

I love feeling like god, and i dont nessesarily see THAT exactly as bad. But its that if other people dont play along with my frame... Then i react with hostility.

Clearly im an intelligent guy, i surprise the hell out of myself with all the awesome things i say and think of. But i need to ingrain into my head... NO ONE OWES ME...SHIT! haha Not everyone is gonna like me. And i cant like everyone either. I mean maybe I can... But why waste the energy on that?

So this year. No ego. Just sincerity, optimism and seeing things from all angles. Hopefully itll give me a better sense of confidence and assertiveness

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