So, christmas this year's been badass... Im about 330 bucks richer... Spent some quality time with my family... Learning some badass lessons.

So for new years resolutions.. Im usually the most robust when it comes to this kind of thing.

Ive noticed over and over at random times, my Ego has got in the way of my friendships and relationships.

If they dont treat my how i want, i delete em from my phone, from facebook... Usually say some fucked up shit.

Its why im not talking to over a handfull of my ex bestfriends. Its gotten in the way of forming a lot of new relationships... Its crazy. I know how to make great relationships and friendships but i can be so good at it that sometimes i let it go to my head and gain a "i am god" mentality.

I love feeling like god, and i dont nessesarily see THAT exactly as bad. But its that if other people dont play along with my frame... Then i react with hostility.

Clearly im an intelligent guy, i surprise the hell out of myself with all the awesome things i say and think of. But i need to ingrain into my head... NO ONE OWES ME...SHIT! haha Not everyone is gonna like me. And i cant like everyone either. I mean maybe I can... But why waste the energy on that?

So this year. No ego. Just sincerity, optimism and seeing things from all angles. Hopefully itll give me a better sense of confidence and assertiveness

Today's Agenda:

-Write new goals
-Hit up barnes & noble
-Get inspired
-Hit up gym
-Shop
-Eat
-Network
-Work

So today is, Thursday, December 19th. 2013.

Christmas is right around the corner, and im looking forward not only to all the badass things im going to do with the money im getting, but also spending time with my beautiful awesome family.

So i woke up this afternoon, off to an akward start, my hot water was fucked so my shower was rather off today, but i pulled through.

Hit the gym, did some ezploaive db swing & press. Did some db curls and aupersetted it with upright standing dumbell rows to really work the back, core and i feel as though it helps stretch and bring out my chest muscles as well.

Stopped by 99c store on my way home. They have some really good brands at my store, such as earthbound organic, etc. So i like to pick up my non gmo butters and jelly there.

Made a large salad, with lemon, some organic free range chicken, with about 4 oz cheese.

Delicious.

And currently i am at barnes and noble, filling my mind with inspiration, new ideas and positive information.

todays reading

-Create your own bible

-Life is your own journy, write your own bible

-Do what you can, with what you have, in the here and now

-Your journy, your rules. Make your own meaning.

-Act now, answers will come later

-never dwell on mistakes, for life is an experiment

-No one kicks a dead dog. Critisism is a reward, accept it, cherish it, enjoy it, take it as a sign that you are leading in a succesful direction

-Movment, action, optimsm = hapiness = abundance

inspiration athletes

Inspiration
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-Scott Steiner
Former TNA Superstar, Former WCW superstar, WWE Superstar. Multi time pro wrestling champion.

-Jay Cutler
5 time mr olympia

-Kurt Angle
WWE Legend, Current TNA Superstar, Olympic Wrestling Gold Medalist, Internationally known Athlete & Entrepreneur.

 -Brock Lesnar
WWE Superstar, Former UFC fighter, Multi time MMA & Pro Wrestling champion, World Class Athlete